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It hurts that I can't watch romantic comedies, or movies with happy endings, or anything like that.
I used to get so, so, so upset that my life never turned out that way-- happy family, incredibly perfect guy, whatever.
I can't read most of my favorite books for the same reason.
I do not want to be stuck in this house tonight. Not even when everyone else is gone. I can't really go anywhere-- thanks, Gas Hogging Death Truck. I hate feeling like this. I hope to whoever decides to listen (above) that I don't feel like this at work tomorrow.