Sunday Mornin Rain Is Fallin...
*I'm really close tonight
And I feel like I'm moving inside her
Lying in the dark
And I think that I'm beginning to know her
Let it go
I'll be there when you call
And whenever I fall at your feet
Do you let your tears rain down on me
Whenever I touch your slow turning pain
You're hiding from me now
There's something in the way that you're talkin’
Words don't sound right
But I hear them all moving inside you
Go now
I'll be there when you call
And whenever I fall at your feet
Do you let your tears rain down on me
Whenever I touch your slow turning pain
The finger of blame has turned upon itself
And I'm more than willing to offer myself
Do you want my presence or need my help?
Who knows where that might lead
I fall
The finger of blame has turned upon itself
And I'm more than willing to offer myself
Do you want my presence or need my help?
Who knows where that might lead
I fall at your feet
*
I haven't had a day like that in years. Good yes, not the best day in the world but then again can you expect me to be blissful in a time like this?
Oblivion was my mate today, 845am-845pm, only interrupted by 3 meals and 2 bathroom breaks. They now call me Felshar "The Grey Fox" World-Master. And I think that's osm XD I am guildmaster of the thieves guil; of cyrodiil and lead seperatley a pirate organization south of Anvil. I have a home known as Frostcrag Spire in the North of Cyrodiil, and form there I have and will undertake many magical adventures, from spellmaking to enchanting to summoning demons to summoning angels. I've come to possess Azura's star, the ultimate soul gem in all the realms, and In a related operation, have learned to be a true soul hunter. I am both famous and infamous, and im only level 13.
I'd say i did pretty good.
*
Sunday Mornin', rain is fallin'.
Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave
Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I’m calling out to you
Singing someday it’ll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself home to you
And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow?
*
I'm getting sick though. I have an eyeinfection, soar throat, and im losing my voice. But That actually didnt botehr me at all XD and i bet i'll get better tommorow. If not, Que sera sera. I'll get by.
*
I feel the trembling tingle of a sleepless night
Creep through my fingers and the moon is bright
Beams of blue come flickering through my window pane
Like gypsy moths that dance around a candle flame
And I wonder if you know
That I never understood
That although you said you'd go
Until you did I never thought you would
Moonlight used to bathe the contours of your face
While chestnut hair fell all around the pillow case
And the fragrance of your flowers rest beneath my head
A sympathy bouquet left with the love that's dead
And I wonder if you know
That I never understood
That although you said you'd go
Until you did I never thought you would
Never thought the words you said were true
Never thought you said just what you meant
Never knew how much I needed you
Never thought you'd leave, until you went
Morning comes and morning goes with no regret
And evening brings the memories I can't forget
Empty rooms that echo as I climb the stairs
And empty clothes that drape and fall on empty chairs
And I wonder if you know
That I never understood
That although you said you'd go
Until you did I never thought you would
*
Again I'm left on a quiet evening, and I'm singing to myself. I look back to yesterdays entry and I remembered one memory I don't know how I could have missed. The first time I ever saw her - in 9th grade. And I thought "wow shes kinda cute....W/e." I find that to be the most ironic thought EVER now. Sure I grew to have a crush on her all thru 9th grade, but that inital thought is funny looking back.
...
^.^ Or the all-night bowling thing for her church ^.^ That was pretty great too. Plus I had a girl who played videogames with me XD And thats pretty much the koolest thing ever XD "I LOVE THAT GUY *FWOOSH* ... NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!" XDXDXD yeah...good times XD
My wall has been bringing back memories too. A picture of a little 10th grade kathryn hugging me and smiling maniaclly at the camera. She still is the most beautiful girl in the world to me... Like, I don't mean to say other girls aren't pretty or hot or something, but everytime I see her, it's like I can't believe how astoundingly beautiful she is. It blows me away every time i see her. to this very day.
XD i remember saying something like that to her once and just getting little hearts drawn to me in euro. I loved that. Little hearts and ily's, her t me and me to her. Those sorta made my life^.^. Oh and theres one that stands out from all the rest too. I've said it since the very beggining and I stand by it. Holding her hand was the greatest feeling in the world. No other times did I feel SO loved. heh... the memory of me trying SO HARD to work up the courage to hold her hand during pippin, and once i finally did it, not being able to remember ANY of pippin from that point on XD God we had good times XD I even like the memory of making special letters for her, and hearing her throw a little comment about it a few days later that she really liked it and me being like *ALL TE HOURS WERE SO WORTH IT NOW*
Is it true a good thing can never last? Well, I'll keep my hopes up. The thought of getting her back and making her the happiest girl alive - that drives me every day, cuz i know i can do it. Glorious words for a pathetic fool like me - but they keep me happy, and keep me going. WCLLJaSiWW
*
Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in backround of the morgue
The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never end
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head
I miss you miss you.*
And I feel like I'm moving inside her
Lying in the dark
And I think that I'm beginning to know her
Let it go
I'll be there when you call
And whenever I fall at your feet
Do you let your tears rain down on me
Whenever I touch your slow turning pain
You're hiding from me now
There's something in the way that you're talkin’
Words don't sound right
But I hear them all moving inside you
Go now
I'll be there when you call
And whenever I fall at your feet
Do you let your tears rain down on me
Whenever I touch your slow turning pain
The finger of blame has turned upon itself
And I'm more than willing to offer myself
Do you want my presence or need my help?
Who knows where that might lead
I fall
The finger of blame has turned upon itself
And I'm more than willing to offer myself
Do you want my presence or need my help?
Who knows where that might lead
I fall at your feet
*
I haven't had a day like that in years. Good yes, not the best day in the world but then again can you expect me to be blissful in a time like this?
Oblivion was my mate today, 845am-845pm, only interrupted by 3 meals and 2 bathroom breaks. They now call me Felshar "The Grey Fox" World-Master. And I think that's osm XD I am guildmaster of the thieves guil; of cyrodiil and lead seperatley a pirate organization south of Anvil. I have a home known as Frostcrag Spire in the North of Cyrodiil, and form there I have and will undertake many magical adventures, from spellmaking to enchanting to summoning demons to summoning angels. I've come to possess Azura's star, the ultimate soul gem in all the realms, and In a related operation, have learned to be a true soul hunter. I am both famous and infamous, and im only level 13.
I'd say i did pretty good.
*
Sunday Mornin', rain is fallin'.
Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave
Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I’m calling out to you
Singing someday it’ll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself home to you
And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow?
*
I'm getting sick though. I have an eyeinfection, soar throat, and im losing my voice. But That actually didnt botehr me at all XD and i bet i'll get better tommorow. If not, Que sera sera. I'll get by.
*
I feel the trembling tingle of a sleepless night
Creep through my fingers and the moon is bright
Beams of blue come flickering through my window pane
Like gypsy moths that dance around a candle flame
And I wonder if you know
That I never understood
That although you said you'd go
Until you did I never thought you would
Moonlight used to bathe the contours of your face
While chestnut hair fell all around the pillow case
And the fragrance of your flowers rest beneath my head
A sympathy bouquet left with the love that's dead
And I wonder if you know
That I never understood
That although you said you'd go
Until you did I never thought you would
Never thought the words you said were true
Never thought you said just what you meant
Never knew how much I needed you
Never thought you'd leave, until you went
Morning comes and morning goes with no regret
And evening brings the memories I can't forget
Empty rooms that echo as I climb the stairs
And empty clothes that drape and fall on empty chairs
And I wonder if you know
That I never understood
That although you said you'd go
Until you did I never thought you would
*
Again I'm left on a quiet evening, and I'm singing to myself. I look back to yesterdays entry and I remembered one memory I don't know how I could have missed. The first time I ever saw her - in 9th grade. And I thought "wow shes kinda cute....W/e." I find that to be the most ironic thought EVER now. Sure I grew to have a crush on her all thru 9th grade, but that inital thought is funny looking back.
...
^.^ Or the all-night bowling thing for her church ^.^ That was pretty great too. Plus I had a girl who played videogames with me XD And thats pretty much the koolest thing ever XD "I LOVE THAT GUY *FWOOSH* ... NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!" XDXDXD yeah...good times XD
My wall has been bringing back memories too. A picture of a little 10th grade kathryn hugging me and smiling maniaclly at the camera. She still is the most beautiful girl in the world to me... Like, I don't mean to say other girls aren't pretty or hot or something, but everytime I see her, it's like I can't believe how astoundingly beautiful she is. It blows me away every time i see her. to this very day.
XD i remember saying something like that to her once and just getting little hearts drawn to me in euro. I loved that. Little hearts and ily's, her t me and me to her. Those sorta made my life^.^. Oh and theres one that stands out from all the rest too. I've said it since the very beggining and I stand by it. Holding her hand was the greatest feeling in the world. No other times did I feel SO loved. heh... the memory of me trying SO HARD to work up the courage to hold her hand during pippin, and once i finally did it, not being able to remember ANY of pippin from that point on XD God we had good times XD I even like the memory of making special letters for her, and hearing her throw a little comment about it a few days later that she really liked it and me being like *ALL TE HOURS WERE SO WORTH IT NOW*
Is it true a good thing can never last? Well, I'll keep my hopes up. The thought of getting her back and making her the happiest girl alive - that drives me every day, cuz i know i can do it. Glorious words for a pathetic fool like me - but they keep me happy, and keep me going. WCLLJaSiWW
*
Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in backround of the morgue
The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never end
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head
I miss you miss you.*