I am Barely Breathing
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I know i linked it but it shouldn't be too long. It's more along the lines of a "well i posted for the ppast EVERY SINGLE DAY so why not keep the streak going? I have a small audience anyways, and I doubt anyone would care if i stopped. In any case, the summer air tonight was glorious. The car ride home was amazing. Though i felt bad cuz kathryn seemed depressed. I tried hard to be upbeat and peppy and fun so she'd just forget for a little while and go home happy. She seemed to be fine by the end so...i'm it arent i...fuck XD I'll get her back sooner or later >.> from teh shadows!!
How To Save A Life
Hallelujah
Return To Pooh Corner
Summer Wind
music of the day. yeah. woo.
today was one of the longest days in a long time. And this week is gunna be long and so tireing. I couldn't handle anything more, so i went and screwed around in the dark of the gym for an hour. by the very end i was just sitting there looking at the sky through the windows and talking to whoever or whatever was listening. Praying for strength I don't have. It's so bad. Hurt back and a cold. Tons of assignments weighing down on me and the ever present...other stuff. I've been really confused lately. I don't know what to do with myself. Whenever I'm around anyone i just want to go away and disappear. Maybe it's just fear. I'm sure it is. Maybe a full night's sleep will cure me. I dunno. Memory Seep From My Veins....pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease...please...someone,anyone, please.
My newest song on guitar cuz its wicked easy:
I know what you’re doing,
I see it all to clear
I only taste the saline when I kiss away your tears
You really had me going, wishing on a star
But the black holes that surround you are heavier by far
I believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn
Well it must have been that yesterday was the day that I was born
There’s not much to examine, there’s nothing left to hide
You really can’t be serious if you have to ask me why
I say good-bye...
‘Cause I am barely breathing
And I can’t find the air
I don’t know who I’m kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don’t suppose it’s worth the price, worth the price
The price that I would pay
Everyone keeps asking, what’s it all about?
I used to be so certain and I can’t figure out
What is this attraction? I only feel the pain
There’s nothing left to reason and only you to blame Will it ever change?
‘Cause I am barely breathing
And I can’t find the air
I don’t know who I’m kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don’t suppose it’s worth the price, worth the price
The price that I would pay
But I’m thinking it over anyway...
I’ve come to find
I may never know
Your changing mind
Is it friend or foe?
I rise above
Or sink below
With every time
You come and go
Please don’t come and go
‘Cause I am barely breathing
And I can’t find the air
I don’t know who I’m kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don’t suppose it’s worth the price, worth the price
The price that I would pay
But I’m thinking it over anyway
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I know i linked it but it shouldn't be too long. It's more along the lines of a "well i posted for the ppast EVERY SINGLE DAY so why not keep the streak going? I have a small audience anyways, and I doubt anyone would care if i stopped. In any case, the summer air tonight was glorious. The car ride home was amazing. Though i felt bad cuz kathryn seemed depressed. I tried hard to be upbeat and peppy and fun so she'd just forget for a little while and go home happy. She seemed to be fine by the end so...i'm it arent i...fuck XD I'll get her back sooner or later >.> from teh shadows!!
How To Save A Life
Hallelujah
Return To Pooh Corner
Summer Wind
music of the day. yeah. woo.
today was one of the longest days in a long time. And this week is gunna be long and so tireing. I couldn't handle anything more, so i went and screwed around in the dark of the gym for an hour. by the very end i was just sitting there looking at the sky through the windows and talking to whoever or whatever was listening. Praying for strength I don't have. It's so bad. Hurt back and a cold. Tons of assignments weighing down on me and the ever present...other stuff. I've been really confused lately. I don't know what to do with myself. Whenever I'm around anyone i just want to go away and disappear. Maybe it's just fear. I'm sure it is. Maybe a full night's sleep will cure me. I dunno. Memory Seep From My Veins....pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease...please...someone,anyone, please.
My newest song on guitar cuz its wicked easy:
I know what you’re doing,
I see it all to clear
I only taste the saline when I kiss away your tears
You really had me going, wishing on a star
But the black holes that surround you are heavier by far
I believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn
Well it must have been that yesterday was the day that I was born
There’s not much to examine, there’s nothing left to hide
You really can’t be serious if you have to ask me why
I say good-bye...
‘Cause I am barely breathing
And I can’t find the air
I don’t know who I’m kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don’t suppose it’s worth the price, worth the price
The price that I would pay
Everyone keeps asking, what’s it all about?
I used to be so certain and I can’t figure out
What is this attraction? I only feel the pain
There’s nothing left to reason and only you to blame Will it ever change?
‘Cause I am barely breathing
And I can’t find the air
I don’t know who I’m kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don’t suppose it’s worth the price, worth the price
The price that I would pay
But I’m thinking it over anyway...
I’ve come to find
I may never know
Your changing mind
Is it friend or foe?
I rise above
Or sink below
With every time
You come and go
Please don’t come and go
‘Cause I am barely breathing
And I can’t find the air
I don’t know who I’m kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don’t suppose it’s worth the price, worth the price
The price that I would pay
But I’m thinking it over anyway
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