words cannot justify what i am feeling. they are just that; words. they no longer comfort my disorientation by apathy. it's sad really.

'cause apparently i'm not worth it.

seriously need to reconsider.

And take the hand of the little girl I used to be and say I’m sorry to her
I’m sorry for cheating you out of the joy you have always deserved
And I will wait for a man to come along that can give me the truth of how much he can really love me

it's unbelievable to me to see how much we've grown through these past two years and to think how we actually started... oh history. I’m really grateful for my privilege to call you my best friend. you know anything and everything about me. which I hate, most of the time cause you know when im in wrong and you’re quick to fix it. we've been through ( Read more... )

i'm a mess.

three days and counting. wow a record.
although you or i have no idea.

kid,i'm right here.

wish I could tell you. how much I need you
and how much you need me to go.

it takes a lot to phase me
i'm pretty stable
i'm pretty sane
but i'm looking at my furture...

It's hard to make a conversation
When he's taking my breath away.

And when you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door

- i refuse to feel this way.