I grew up with a passion for creating. I was never all that good at drawing or painting, even building stuff for that matter. Then I learned I could create music. The more I learned, the more skill I aquired, the more I loved it. I played in school bands, out of school jazz bands, and your normal teenager rock bands. Eventually, I decided to try to ( Read more... )

If you were to randomly stop me on the street and ask "Hey Fil, how are things?" I would most likely respond "Things are really good actually..thanks for asking."
Then I'd be on my merry way. Pretty much all I need for everything to be perfect would be Spring weather all the time right this instant. But I'll settle for a warm bed and body.

I've come to the conclusion that about 80% of the people I "know" could give two shits about me. I can't really tell if this is a good thing or not..makes it easier to vanish when necessary...no one notices when I'm gone anymore. But it sure would be nice to have someone to fall back on when I have nothing to do on a Friday night. Oh well, sucks

I'm absolutely positively satisfied with life. I'm also grateful for everyone in my life. Including those old and new, and everyone that has walked out of my life. Sometimes I'm even more so grateful for them. Thanks everybody, for getting me here. I suggest if you aren't grateful every day when you open your eyes, you go ahead and find a way to ( Read more... )

What matters more, where you're going or where you've come from? How about where you are right now?

Change would never be such a hard thing to cope with if we never grew accustomed to things. New life goals: keep everything new and exciting; keep things in the awkward, confusing stage; keep things fresh; never settle into routines; don't get used to people or things being there. The end. The beginning. Fuck it.

To the angry man driving the Volvo ( Read more... )

When I was young, I used to tell my mom whenever I would get an erection, because I was scared that something was wrong.
True story.

Birthday today.

Graduation today.