Comments | filia_chan: Night out in town. Not so straight in the head, but so enjoyed.

filia_chan

Night out in town. Not so straight in the head, but so enjoyed.

Oct 01, 2005 13:53

j0 people out there in the world! Last night was pretty fun, and I greatly appreciated everything... even though we went to a sushi bar. I still drank. :DDDD (Thank you very much, Danny).

So basically, after Liz's STUNNING performance at Les Miserable (Christina did awesome too <3) We decided to go to a restaurant to celebrate. (Finally! We're ( Read more... )

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aamarie October 2 2005, 02:06:42 UTC

I haven;t been avoiding you Shante. Now that I'm working, I work ALL the time. 40 hours this past week and next week. Tonight I'm at work from 3 to 11 and i work tomorrow morning from 7 to 3 so there's no way I'm going out to do anything with 8 hours between shifts. And also you're not the only one feeling hurt. I know that you couldn't try to get a place with me because you didn't have the money and you had no where to stay. But I felt very betrayed because of the fact and that you didn't save your money like you said that you were going to. It also seems as if the only reason you cotact me is if you need something. You need me to take you somewhere. Or do your hair. Or answer a question. You don't call me to talk to me. Or call to see me. Granted, I don't call either but to be honest, I've been depressed as hell lately and I don't call anyone. I haven't even talked to my own mother in at least a week. I also don't want to leave Joe alone. I can't even stay here if he decides to go home for the weekend because I can't stay in his ( ... )

filia_chan October 2 2005, 08:09:13 UTC

Well, let's not even get started with the place. Everything was in total confusion, and I am sorry if I did not have enough money. But think about it, did we go down the Miami like we were going to a week or two before to get the apartment? Nope. Did YOU have enough money for the apartment as well? Nope. I know I was at fault, but look at it this way. YOU had a place to stay; which was wherever Joe was going to stay. I did not. Thank god my father had a hotel room in Fort Lauderdale that week. Because if he didn't... I literally would have been stuck at the airport of Fort Lauderdale. So if anything, I felt betrayed as well. And you surely would of too if you were in my shoes. But it's all of our faults ( ... )

aamarie October 2 2005, 13:17:33 UTC

I'm aware of the fact that you didn't know about me being depressed. I haven't told you. I haven't been talking to anyone Shante. I said that. I've been a recluse ( ... )

filia_chan October 2 2005, 16:19:19 UTC

Okay okay. Do you possibly think that no one wants to talk to you or see you? That's just total bullshit and you should know that too. Using that as an excuse is not justifying anything. We've known each other for a while now, and how can you possibly think that? Ann, look at this. This is not getting us nowhere. The attacking again. What does it solve? Nothing. So we all fucked up, yeah. But how can we possibly invite you if Liz is going to be there with us? See what I mean? But again, I did call...
Oh well. How can we not want to talk to you? We miss you! It's just that you've seemed so... secluded. I miss you! But, it's hard when Liz is my good friend too, us not being able to hang together for something so silly!

Anyway, this is not the place to reconcile our differences. Maybe a phone perhaps? Or in person? I'm willing. But are you? Because, this is going nowhere fast. And I want things to be smooth as it was.

Enthralling filia_chan October 16 2005, 10:01:27 UTC

I've read some of your blogs and have never been so amazed by it. You are a fool to take anything less that what you deserve, and if anything you have now - nothing compared to what should be even and more ( ... )