I never asked to be your best friend. I know I'm not and I know you know you arn't mine. I never claim to be 'ms. personality', or have no flaws at all, so I have no idea where that is comming from. I don't know how i can get over myself if I never really thought that I was something special. that everyone should bow down to me and try to be worthy of my friendship. because maybe I might want to try and be friends with everyone but I'm obviously not doing a good enough job of that. that along with the 'cool clique' because we sure in hell don't act cooler then everyone else nor do we try to be better then anyone else. we don't even have a little 'clique' as you like to call it. we happen to all be friends and on occation a bunch of us meet up, usually not on purpose. is it this horrible sin to possible have different groups of friends? is it bad to maybe want to get away from each of our groups and hang out, or try to mix? no. but it's not easy. And don't ever say that I don't try to hang out with you. cause I asked you recently. I
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I'm not sure how much more I can say because I guess you just cant stand me anymore, and you only deal with me in school and "everyone is over" me anyways. It just seems like things are like this because of miscommunication and such. I can admit that I'm wrong on a lot of things, specially in this situation. and I'm not sure how you're going to take this. it's an apology, and a truce and perhaps a goodbye (not by my choice my I add). I'm just not sure. you tell me, or we'll just see tomorrow.
It would certainly help a lot more if you'd say soemthing as it happens and not just wait and wait and wait and just hold it in. If I'm being stupid or a bitch or something just tell me. this whole conversation is proof that I can usually see it after it happens and try to correct it
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I know I'm not and I know you know you arn't mine.
I never claim to be 'ms. personality', or have no flaws at all, so I have no idea where that is comming from. I don't know how i can get over myself if I never really thought that I was something special. that everyone should bow down to me and try to be worthy of my friendship. because maybe I might want to try and be friends with everyone but I'm obviously not doing a good enough job of that. that along with the 'cool clique' because we sure in hell don't act cooler then everyone else nor do we try to be better then anyone else. we don't even have a little 'clique' as you like to call it. we happen to all be friends and on occation a bunch of us meet up, usually not on purpose. is it this horrible sin to possible have different groups of friends? is it bad to maybe want to get away from each of our groups and hang out, or try to mix? no. but it's not easy.
And don't ever say that I don't try to hang out with you. cause I asked you recently. I ( ... )
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It just seems like things are like this because of miscommunication and such.
I can admit that I'm wrong on a lot of things, specially in this situation. and I'm not sure how you're going to take this. it's an apology, and a truce and perhaps a goodbye (not by my choice my I add). I'm just not sure. you tell me, or we'll just see tomorrow.
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at first i thought that this was for tim.
well before i clicked it, which is why i clicked it....
miss you!
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