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i am.
So I have come to a point in my life where ...
I am.
Free.
I am in transcendence
breaking this mold that I shaped myself to be
but it is more difficult than I expected.
I am trying to live in the present
and not concoct reality,
ultimately destroying all delusions.
As I am working on self - I am feeling at ease.
Finally letting go.
- Liza -
s e p e r a t i on
i a m h e r e.
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t h e r e .
Lost between the spaces of time ...
going back and forth in my mind.
yet I should be living here. i am here.
STOP reliving the pain ... i tell myself over and over.
STOP seeing the tears fall from your face ...
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breaking it down (Day 4)
Everytime I think of him my heart breaks all over again ...
This time apart is a good one. It makes me see the situations from the outside in. It makes me forgot about all the anger I had inside and really just get down to the facts. Emotions get in the way of reality and makes us make poor choices. Positivity is what I need. For example, it ( Read more... ) -
Tug-of-War
push
pull
push
pull
breath deeply
break free
be happy
be.
I am in a state of mind that is juggling thoughts back and forth and external forces are swaying me to make a choice between my emotions. I am ... lost .... struggling ... trying to find my way home. Once upon a time I was focused - now far from that. I am standing at a crossroads, which road to ( Read more... ) -
Typing Application Annoyances
You are in the middle of typing up one of the most inspiring/important document/blog in your life on your PC and you go back to edit a mispelled word or correcting your grammar structure and something devestating happens.
Your words are all messed up because the overwrite function is enabled, and you have no idea how it happened. I'm sure it has ( Read more... ) -
... electric addication ...
He left his shiny brand new game console, XBox360, in my room for months. Played only a small fraction of time since being born into this world. So I took matters into my own hands and unleash the true power. I purchased 'Guitar Hero III' on Friday and the console has been working up a sweat, or more like I am working up a sweat. I can not seem ( Read more... ) -
New beginnings
So I've finally succeeded in this game of job searching. I've landed a career job and my working life starts tomorrow ( Read more... ) -
X-roads
So here I am at my X-roads with my career ... steering off to an unknown path. Though the road does not seem to scary, I face a lot of animosity amongst myself. Self-regret flutters through me like a seizure -- it comes and goes. I was pointed at a path and I followed. Instead I should have followed my heart's desire. Now I am stuck at a place ( Read more... )
