why am i such a fuckup? dammit. i fell asleep shortly after coming home from school. yeah. that's always fun. and then woke up around midnight. and i haven't done jackshit. i have a test to study for dammit!!! a fucking test. in government. in general, i should be pretty safe, but what if he takes things from the book? i haven't read the fucking ( Read more... )

so i have a test i'm making up for humanities soon. fun. i'm scared as fuck. i mean, i took this class because i thought it would be easy, but i'm worried that it won't be. or that i'll freeze and completely forget everything ( Read more... )

he apologized. bunny. for not emailing me the notes. and i think he was blushing, or else somehow managed a sunburn...which, with his complexion, doesn't seem too possible. is it possible that he was flustered ( Read more... )

well, at the very least i took a shower. all nice and clean. yay.

and i'm about to work on composition work and the gov. write up.

and look at the time...i need to find a better way to manage this.

and i dont know what i'll do about photo...it sucks. i need to email the teacher. i guess i should do that now.

i have so much to do, and i'm doing jack shit. well, actually, not jack shit, i've officially written boy off. and i'm well on my way to writing bunny off too. he never emailed me the notes. hmph. whatever. so, i'm trying to decide whether i should give him a hurt look or just zone him out on monday...that and wondering whether or not he'll even ( Read more... )

i asked bunny to email me the wednesday notes from government. perhaps he will. hasn't yet. but, it's only 6 friday. hmph. waiting ( Read more... )

so, i saw samael tuesday night. it was freakishly wonderful. samael was freakishly wonderful. they had a projection set up behind the stae, vorph was in "spiritual" gear. heh. the music was perfect...if it had been recorded, no one would know it was live if vorph's occasional comment to the audience, the screaming, and the applause had been edited ( Read more... )

i tried the other day to update...i wrote something from my heart, something i meant deeply...and woops, it didn't let me update, and i couldn't get it back. and i'm pissed. how come everytime i say something from the bottom of my soul, it doesn't get posted for some reason...that used to happen a lot with my old account. grrr.

i should be sleeping right now. or at least tired. it's around 4:30 am!!! this is fucked up. i haven't even finished my composition homework...that stuff confuses the hell out of me, and the teacher clearly hates me, which doesn't help me out too much. why the hell did i have to take that class?!?!? oh yeah, because i need honors. oh well ( Read more... )

i'm a bad little girl. yessiry. i didn't go to class today. i only had 2 hours worth of classes. 2 hours!!! and instead i slept. i cannot and must not do this again...so fucking bad. this is the kinda habit that can get me withdrawn...and if i get withdrawn i have to pay back money i don't have...not to mention fail the classes and take way, way ( Read more... )