Hey.

SO. Let us start at the end. With the last thing I wrote. And then. Then we will talk about the yesterdays of today.

=Tomorrow becomes today=

And I still feel lost when writing. I would be lying if I said otherwise. But what-the-matter. All is well here. Last night was filled with drawing on walls, later night talks and snacks and not ( Read more... )

Hey, so. Where to start? -
I wish people could come visit (good things my wishes will come true) because I am realizing how much of this experience is going to be incommunicable.

Arrival
We arrived in Lusaka a few days ago. The date of which I am not even sure. All I know is that today is Sunday and it is yet February. We arrived a few minutes before ( Read more... )

I want to stay online for hours, typing away and getting it all out. I want to stay online for hours because I know this may be the last time. I forget. I forget that having more now doesn't make you want more later. Didn't I learn that last week? That typing it all out now won't make me desire to type less urgent at the moment when it feel urgent ( Read more... )

I would have figured that people here would be just like me =0) Go figure, they aren't. It is interesting though, interesting to be aware of the fact that I assumed others would be just like me. forgetting that my opinion is not everyones. Forgetting how different everyone's mind is. silly to say once realized, but at times, I do forget. Everyone's ( Read more... )

I wouldn't have guessed that the first person I'd be writting to would be: Me. So many letters to write. Though I suppose 1 minute into it all isn't exactly filled with things to say. I've said my good-byes, and today...yesterday... I haven't even cried at all. Again, I wouldn't have guessed ( Read more... )

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what are you waiting for how you love is who you are ( Read more... )

I run for hope.

I run to feel.

I run for the Truth and all that is Real.

I run for your mother,
your sister,
your daughter,
your wife.

I run for life.

Running for answers. . . Running for MORE!

I am a surgeon. And I am a person who gets emotionally involved. I am both. And I am not going to give up either part of me. And I am not going to apologize for that ( Read more... )

Being the possibility of causing the miraculous is awesome.
This found me today, at the bottom of a forward:

Expect the Miraculous
Elly Molina
"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as if everything is. - Albert Einstein