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this is kind of interesting...

I have to say: it has definately been a while.

I am actually sitting at the computer of Dana Jeanine Morgan as I type this. That's right, I'm in Texas. One may wonder how I came to be in such a place. And I will tell you. It happened like this:

Luck came to me and I found an amazingly cheap ticket to Chicago which enabled me to visit Dana and the ( Read more... )

I just got a myspace account... it's kind of fun. More random places for me to waste time and update unabashedly... woo! haha.

i want both

in other news, I recently (like, as in today) started listening to The Decemberists. i'm really really liking it. i guess i really love anything, though, that tells a story that has a nice mix of  Romantic ( Read more... )

    Went ice-skating yesterday with the kids and Father. The kids and I made up all of these dumb games that we played with full gumption and spirit. The whole thing was just really fantastic; sometimes it's so nice to just 'be a kid again' and get down into their little world and just joke and laugh and not care about anything but the moment. They ( Read more... )

Life is an amazing entity.

How can it be so wrong one second and so right the next?

That last entry came from total panic because for two seconds I lost sight of Steve and I. The distance was just too much; communication too sparse and frusterating; and I started to stare down an extremely black hole that I couldn't pull myself away from.

But after ( Read more... )

O. My. God. How much longer do I have to bloody do this?!

I am seriously going so bloody crazy.

Everything I do, everything that happens to me during the day (& the night) just takes away one more sane thought, one more feeling of comfort from the extremely sparsely planked bridge that I happen to be standing on.

Everything combats; nothing defends.

    Everything keeps ( Read more... )

   
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    "You worry hell out of me, Zooey." 

    A positive thought for the night:

When I look at the stars in my backyard, I can see the constellation Orion: bright & clear.

When Steve looks at the stars in Iraq, he can see the constellation Orion: bright & clear.

We're seeing the same stars, in the same sky; maybe the world isn't too big         afterall.

The only ( Read more... )