i called off work today to do work today, but i can't stop feeling panicked everytime i sit down to do some. i can and i will be finefinefineughughugh ughhh ( Read more... )

i am not feckless nor heartless, but there is a time and a place in a persons life when she has to just avoid the things that hurt her the most. sometimes there is nothing else to be done in the face of the outside world's disappointing and ultimately unlucky inevitability ( Read more... )

i am a draft dodger. thats a cowardly move, but its a self preservation technique. the proudest moments of our lives are closer to the moves of action, not inaction. mayhap! we may sit passively by and absorb the technicalities of a generation ( Read more... )

PACKING IS FOR RETARTS!! AND i am ready to move into the house, but is the house ready for me to move in? NOOOO ( Read more... )

nothing like working with people who don't really use the internet to make you realize how much of a class system the internet makes.
i loves hates it
i mostly hate it

but i am a product of internet, and internet can be a product of me!

and that is not a bad thing, it is just a thing.

www.theselby.com makes me want to find an art love and make him do art around me and fall asleep in colors! and also he could use all of the things i bring from around the world? i want live in high places and sherpa sherp.

i love mojitos i love drinking i have been such a happy drunk this weekend. me and my friend krista went on my first bar hopping experience on friday night and i got shmashed, and then saturday night i also got even more drunker on whiskey and beer and coke with friends and i talked with kenny on the phone the whole walk home. that boy is the ( Read more... )

sometimes i catch myself really being done with people's shit like, when friends start feeling real dysfunctional i can't handle, and I just ditch out of their lives for a hot second, only to reemerge when word is that they're feeling better. i don't know, maybe at school it is just that i am so busy, but i am struggling with this, cuz of my buddy ( Read more... )

i wish science in real life was this cool:

http://dresdencodak.com/cartoons/dc_036.htm

and i wish i could fly, but didnt have the hassle of permanent wings.

since it has been getting warmer out we've been having open windows times all the times, and its really nice and a little breezy all the time. the kitten is still little and he finds the warmest spots: ie, your lap, hair, nookscrannies, laptop keyboard, sunshine spots to nap in. it is awesome to have a lil schnooks who wants to just snug and then ( Read more... )