...if i'll ever have a normal night of sleep again. three in the morning and i'm still wide awake, this has got to stop. it isn't that i'm not tired; i'm exhausted to the point of feeling sick. my brain just won't shut off long enough to go to sleep. every time i close my eyes and turn off the distractions, a billion thoughts and images come ( Read more... )

everything is "it'll work itself out" or "its not worth getting upset" or "oh well." i'm so frustrated i could scream. its like i'm the only one actually caring enough to make an effort, or even thinking an effort is necessary. which it IS, believe it or not. i'd cry, but apparently its not worth being upset over. i don't know if i'm more ( Read more... )

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wow, that term needs to come back. i just got home from seeing "mean girls" and before you laugh at me, it was really entertaining. relatively annoying at parts, but what mindless teeny-bopper movie isn't? molly and i did come to the realization that hollywood highschool is basically college without all the buildings. think about it, it makes ( Read more... )

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and this is still in the works. anyhoo, now its there.

http://livejournal.com/community/syracuse_alumni

i found this link on a random person's profile (i don't know half of my buddy list, so what ( Read more... )

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first of all... this whole computer sitting in the middle of the living room thing has gotta stop. i can't wait to actually start cleaning/getting rid of stuff and re-settling in, since it looks like i might be here for a while ( Read more... )

i don't want to jinx it. but... i got my first job interview. for (with the exception that it's in baltimore and not on the beach) the perfect job.

AND i still have my boy for 24 more hours.