i.
am.
a.
nutcase.

i'm seriously losing it.

that being home has made me overly anxious. i feel so high strung right now. i'm worrying over the strangest things. like... i haven't seen will online since a few days before i left school. i e-mailed him a couple days ago to wish him a merry christmas. haven't heard back. i'm wondering if he's been deployed. so i spent about an hour today ( Read more... )

so, christmas passed without any drama. there were no major fights, nothing caught fire, nothing. well, minus the most awkward conversation EVER at the table. my grandfather's second wife is still in close touch with my family. i may have to respect her, but i don't have to like her very much. (which makes me feel guilty that she still gives my ( Read more... )

sigh. i couldn't even go one christmas without getting sick. at least this year it just seems like a bad cold, i'm not throwing up for once. but still. its raining and awful out, which isn't helping. anyways ( Read more... )

of course you did. i'm back from london. i'm tired. i traveled for almost 18 hours today. i wish i could say i was just home long enough to pack my things and move there though :-( anyways. great trip, you'll all get a big long boring summary later, don't fret!

and how the heck is it almost christmas. i don't have time for christmas yet!

i'll be in london 12/16 - 12/22

heehee

so excited and nervous

details to come in a week!

i hope i haven't forgotten anything important. like pants! ;-)

note to self: stop being so overly sensitive/overly analytical of everything. it probably doesn't mean anything :-\

i'm home. heavy traffic today, it was really weird. i don't know how i made it home without falling asleep ( Read more... )

donedonedonedonedone. done with the semester :-D my exam blew monkey nuts this morning, but its over and DONE and thats the important part. the bio department accepted my petition to count a psych class for a bio elective. which means i might not have to take an awful semester next semester :-D yay.

on another note.  stop saying goodbye, people.  i ( Read more... )

academically, i've been very productive today. it'll still be a late night though ( Read more... )