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So frustrated
So i talked to Kyle Friday night about the options I was given by the doctor.
Well my original motivations were to pursue the infertility thing and to worry about the pains I get at another time. All because I am so desperate for another child. Kyle however made the argument that I needed to look into having the surgery done. His reasoning was that ( Read more... ) -
Step 1
Mmmk. So I went today for my follow up appointment with the Gyno. She came back with two options.
Option number 1
Schedule a surgery for the doctor to go in and look for endometriosis. If she does see endometriosis she would clean it out. While she was in there she would also look to see if my Fallopian tubes are blocked. If they are blocked then ( Read more... ) -
I DID IT!
It is Official! I have passed the certification exam and am now a certified phlebotomist. Now the hard part begins ; finding a job! i am hoping i can be out of the mall by the time Christmas comes around. The past few weeks i have been doing my externship at the DMC Huron Valley Sinai Hospital in Commerce Michigan. its been fun but i am looking ( Read more... ) -
Way to be a Diva
I have just realized that since I have been posting more on here, I haven't yet mentioned much about Diva. she's not MY horse, but she's my horse... Courtney (the trainer out there now) is the one who owns her. But when I'm out there, she's all mine :-) so here are a few pictures of Miss Diva
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My three wishes for the Holidays
Today on my way to take Charlie to preschool, the dj on the radio asked what your three wishes would be for the holidays. So I thought that would make for a fun post on here.
Wish number one.
I wish we could spend Christmas with my parents, brothers and sister and her husband. It's been 7 years now since I have been able to spend a Christmas with my ( Read more... ) -
The heartbreak
Feeling so incredibly overwhelmed tonight. There are so many people around me having babies. Both married and unmarried. I want so badly to carry another child. To hold a baby and to raise it next to Charlie. Just one more and I swear I will be satisfied, even though I originally wanted 4 kids. I hear about so many people who are having babies and ( Read more... ) -
Thank goodness for the rain
I know that most of it is my fault but I am so extremely emotional the last day or two!! Of course I might have a better handle on my self if I hadn't eaten any gluten recently. That's one of the side effects of gluten in my system is being over emotional and depressive. Of course being out of my antidepressant just compounds the issue even more. ( Read more... ) -
Apparently I'm two faced...
Well according to my fantastic sister in law, I am two faced along with the rest of Kyles family. If you ask me tho, she's the one that's been two faced lately. Telling me and or my mother in law one thing and then saying something else on Facebook or to someone else that eventually gets back to me... She is still playing the pity party too. Every ( Read more... ) -
Taking Charlie to Preschool
I had my first emotional break down over Charlie going to school today. He has been going now for three weeks. So far I was really proud of myself for both of us having no issues with desperation anxiety. Charlie practically run into the classroom each day. To day was the first day starting the question of the day thing. The question was who ( Read more... )
