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[filthfetish]

 Im seriously trying to not have a shitty night. Im not going to t let him bring me down. im not going to dwell on situations that i can not change. I cant control everything, I cant control what other people do/say.  I wish I could just outwordly express how i feel. All I can do is write about it because im too afraid to tell the person(s) how i

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[twistopher]

Yeah I had a feeling thats why you were using more. It can be a bit of a safe haven. As annoying as dad got at times, he had some intelligent advice if you could deal with the forever long lectures. When we grow up we always think of our parents as knowing nothing. Once we get older we realized they weren't so dumb.

This is your life and you need to be selfish. Pleasing others all the time will do you very little good. People come and go throughout your life be it coworkers, friends, or serious relationships. I barely know any of the people I knew 5 years ago. People are always going to be demanding off you (I know I am at times, sorry). The only person you need to please is yourself. You also need to find that place inside yourself to know that you can be complete without having to have another person.