*must get out of bed*

Its really nice outside. Like uber super blue skies and a rockin fall cold breeze.
I need to go cash my check from work. I have enough to pay my rent and thats it. But its okie bc I can handle it, i've lived on my own since I was 18 and shit just happens so whatever. I can live off of canned vegetables for a while.

I want to go ( Read more... )

me on sunday after work at renn faire
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 Im seriously trying to not have a shitty night. Im not going to t let him bring me down. im not going to dwell on situations that i can not change. I cant control everything, I cant control what other people do/say.  I wish I could just outwordly express how i feel. All I can do is write about it because im too afraid to tell the person(s) how i ( Read more... )

Work was just one fuck up after another today. I woke up really tired and just out of it and so not in the mood to cook. We were at 100% occupancy so it was really flippin busy. I had to make soup...twice...from scratch bc the first soup I made (beer cheese soup, num) I got slammed and forgot to take it off the burner so i scorched it, so I didnt ( Read more... )

 omg. I am a sucky sucky friend. So was only going to take a short nap before going to hang out with jess plum butt...but I slept way later then expected and i missed her phone calls bc i was dead to the world. JESS IM SORRY!!!!! ugh. stupid nap screwed me over

 I cant wait for that day when I can share sunshine with that special someone.

*yawn*

sleep time

 damnit. he is such a fricken asshole. and blah ( Read more... )

 phew. im beat. today was looooong ( Read more... )

Sometimes I would just like to hit the rewind button. and find that one mistake and correct it before the downward spiral

 I just dont fuckin care.