you're not here and that sucks.

he is and it doesnt even phase me one bit.

bc now i just see right thru him to look at you.

My thumb hurts, my body aches, im lonely and wishing you could sleep next to me 

 OMG im so happy that i feel like im going to burst into a million lil sajin pieces if i dont do something to release some of this happy inside me. i havent felt this happy in forever! Its just a combination of things, its so beautiful outside today, my favorite weather! Sunny but not at all hot, a nice cool breeze and crisp air. ooooh my ( Read more... )

I was in hallmark tonight and i was thinking about you.

so i bought you a card.

I like you and that scares me.

went to sleep happy.woke up happy.went for a run.it was good.someone whistled at me as i ran by a house.came home.showered.dressed.went to the salon i work at.couldnt get my hair done bc we still havent gotten my dye in.so i got my eyebrows waxed instead.thank god bc i was tired of havin to grow them out so jamie could reshape them.came home. met ( Read more... )

 Holy fricken excitedness!
  I swear I am the dorkiest girl alive.  Who the heck dances around like a giddy school girl after talking to someone on the phone?! THIS GIRL DOES.

I need to go get my cool back on and do something hardcore..like......squeezing my soft heart shaped pillow..and i only say that bc my mind has add and I looked at it and ( Read more... )

man am I crushing soooo hard. He's just super. I adore him.
I havent had a smile like this in a long time.

<3

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brush your shoulder w/ an off-hand gesture / I'm holding your stare ( Read more... )

at the moment ( Read more... )

Sleep was no where to be dreamnt about last night. Since my nap was rudely interupted by my ex, then later on in the evening like 1:30ish or so my friend sean called me wasted and mumbling into the phone that hes stuck in baltimore bc he's too drunk to drive and doesnt know how to get home and has no money for a taxi..so bc im a good friend and ( Read more... )