Fuck. What a mess.

He gave me another chance.
We had a long ass talk.
And if he feels, even just for a second, that it's not working out, it's over.
For good.

So I'm gonna do everything I can to make this work.
I can't lose him.
I really fucking can't.

Ok I changed my mind, I HAVE to tell him ( Read more... )

Travis freaked out yesterday, crying, flipping out, etc. I had a long talk with him and instead of being all "Aww I'm sorryyy.." I got kind of mean and basically told him to snap out of it. If you're that miserable, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. I felt bad for being so harsh but it needed to be said. And then later he called me, sounded 100 percent better ( Read more... )

I have orientation Friday about home schooling ( Read more... )

I was standing in my kitchen yesterday and Travis just ( Read more... )

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Why me?

Why?

I wanna fucking die.
I really do.

Travis dumped me ( Read more... )

Travis's surgery went well ( Read more... )