emotional

[finabeejamin]

i'm scared of some things, yet excited
....at least i got a blurb, thats about how i feel in your life, a blurb...with some love attatched
maybe i can regain a sense of okayness this summer
maybe a lover? its happening so fast but i want to let it.
its all an accident
but my life does have purpose
it must.

Comments

[gogospicylegs]

i refuse to discuss our relationship over livejournal but this is what i need you to know regardless of this impersonal technology:
you are NOT just a blurb in my life. you are a huge part of my life and i think we've changed, challenged, and evolved with each other in many ways over the years. and that's okay, if not great. but what really fucking sucks is that i don't think you really want to try to have a friendship with me anymore. and it feels really unjustified to have one of the closest people in the world to me up and start to walk away without any dialouge. i hate not knowing how you are doing and i hate that you don't return my calls. but what else can i do but say i love you on lovejournal? hope it still means something. and hope that you'll call when you are ready.
love,
legs