Hey Rapid!! I'm sure this will make you feel not so idiotic about that incident...

[finaille]

I'm in the hospital. I was feeling horribly depressed and suicidal the last couple of days. I think it might have to do with the fact I'm not reacting to my new medication well. I was recently diagnosed with Periodic Limb Movement Disorder, and the medication has to do something with affecting my dopamine levels at night.

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[glacidea]

because you doing something like that makes all of us feel oh so less idiotic, right?

Honestly, I think you go to the hospital too much and are on so many medications that it messes with you. It's why I don't go to the hospital for every little thing. I know I have Psyche problems, but they're not hurting anyone and I'm getting over them. I've been SI free for a week now.

I know you are very dependant and I remember onetime you said you felt like you had to have a boyfriend and I understand how hard that can be, but I'm not giving you sympathy if going to the hospital will really help you. You needed it and I'm glad you went. I can't say I understand, but I can empathize with you.

Taking medicine is what caused me to gain a lot of weight once and I've had such difficulty losing it due to asthma making exercise hard. Also medicine could be what has caused me to stop having my period. Too much can mess you up. Be careful because I do care about you. I'm not saying don't take any, just be careful about what you put into your body.