Oh hey, it's a list of things I'm currently enjoying and to which I'm looking forward. (Proper grammar, hell yea ( Read more... )

 It's started snowing here, which isn't really that surprising.  It snows here a lot.  I got frustrated a few days back when the snow froze over after rain, and I really missed Georgia, where it's comparatively summer.  But now, it's the exciting sort of flurry that just comes down endlessly, even though it isn't sticking.  I love when it gets in ( Read more... )

Do you ever have times when you really want to cry but for some reason just can't?  Now is one of those times.  It's three-thirty in the fucking morning, and I'm still awake.  It's not that I'm not tired.  I am.  I'm really tired.  I just can't sleep.  WHY IS THIS.

You know how sometimes you just start laughing about something, and it becomes a little bit hysterical?  And people look at you like you've lost something in your head, but it doesn't matter because you're happy?  Well, that's been happening to me a lot recently.  I haven't really been happy at all otherwise, but these little moments creep up at ( Read more... )

On a more serious note, I've come to realize that I really don't like new years resolutions.  It's sort of surprising, really, because, as though this wasn't evident, I really like making lists, and I've always been a bit anal when it comes to self improvement.  I suppose that's why I've realized it, though.  To me, the idea of resolutions just isn ( Read more... )

 Today, over coffee and national news ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I have to wonder if I'm more fragile than other people, or if this deep upset, this paper-thin vulnerability is simply part of the human condition.

It's hard, being hurt and being on break, because my days are spent mostly in isolation, and there's not much to do (barring finish up my schoolwork, but I feel too all-consumed to be ( Read more... )

 My family sort of got a head start on Christmas this year, so I'm able to talk retrospectively, already.  And what better way to reflect about how lovely this holiday was than to make a list ( Read more... )

I have listened to OK Computer three times in a row at this point.  This has got to stop, or else I might just tear up the next shopping mall I see.

ETA: Five times.  Obscene.

Today was a very upsetting day, so to clear my mind a bit I decided to knit, unfortunately in lieu of doing schoolwork.  The only yarn (horrendous and purple) I could find was from third grade, when I first learned because my teacher was an elderly Scottish woman who valued tea drinking and knitting more than one would imagine to be humanly ( Read more... )