Actual Update
I know I haven't really updated this thing in a while but I've been extremely busy, or at least pretending to be. I believe in my last update I mentioned that I no longer work for Chesapeake Utilities (motherfuckers) and I spent the Christmas season working at B. Dalton (the light of my life). With the hours there slowly dwindling down, I find myself trying to find yet another job to supplement the one I am currently holding. Woo. I'm also still looking into the actuary stuff...
On a more personal note, I'm finally on the diet I so need to be on. I've cut out carbs, candy, and soda. Well, carbs for the first couple weeks and then slowly incorporating the good ones into my diet afterwards. I've also started working out. I spend at least a half hour on the eliptical machine every day and every other day I do some sort of strength training. Right now I'm still doing this at home but soon I'll start going to the Salibury gym where the equipment is better and such. I had actually planned to do this all with Chip since we both decided that we need to get into better shape but from what I've seen, he's still pretty much all talk. He's like that about a few things. Let me explain. With regards to the diet and exercise, he has cut out the soda but I have yet to see him or have him mention that he wants to work out. I've asked him to check out the times that the gym is open during the winter break and nothing. And it's not even just the exercise. Ever since the day after Chirstmas Chip has been telling me that he can't see me cause he needs to work on his graduate applications and I gave him that time. He's just now finishing it up. No, it didn't really take him that long, he just spent all the time reading and playing computer games and basically procrastinating. It just aggrevates me. Ah well, its on him. I love him and everything about him and if he wants to stay the way he is, that's perfectly fine with me. But I'm losing weight.
There really isn't all too much else going on with my life. I'm trying to plan a wedding with almost no help from the other person in this marriage. His excuse: "I don't care." He says that like it really matters to me what kind of flowers the bridesmaids carry or what the cake topper looks like or what songs are played or any of the other million decisions that have to be made. But someone needs to make them and I guess it's all up to me. And he just gets to sit back while I do all the work, while I go shopping for all the crap that's needed, while my mother and I make wedding favors and pick out colors and decide what the arrangements on the tables are gonna be and do everything while he gets to not think about it. "All he has to do is show up." I was hoping for some help and I got nothing. I ask my mom for her opinion and she tells me that its my wedding and my decision. I don't have many other female friends in the area to ask and my maid of honor has a full time job and a baby. The only other person that's supposed to care doesn't. I bought some things for the wedding and he hasn't even bothered to look at them even though I told him about it and wanted his input. Guess that's never gonna happen.
I'm going insane.....