Dec 20, 2002 04:12
Just kill me now. I don't know whether to throttle Ernie, strangle Boot, or kill myself.
Killing myself doesn't seem so bad, or at least hurting myself pretty badly. Now that Susan's going back home for Christmas, then there's no reason for me to stay. I can't say that I blame her. I would be entirely angry were I in her position. But it still makes for a bad time. Now I know why there are the most suicides and general feelings of depression right around this time of the year.
And on top of it all I lost a lot of points for Hufflepuff because Malfoy was creeping around. And a detention hanging over my head to be served when I get back to school. Can I say now that I'm having a very bad day?
I still have Susan's gift. I was going to give it to her on Christmas morning. Actually, I have several for her. I'll still give them to her, although I'm certain she'll toss them in the bin.
Kill me now. Do it. Just do it.