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find_salvation

whine whine whine complian happiness

Dec 05, 2004 19:44

well friday wasn't that much better. but the rest of the weekend was.

FridayThe feild trip the holocaust museum was okay. it could have been better. it seemed a little rushed. and i had to go the bathroom and was shivering on the inside when the guy was talking ( Read more... )

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prxttyin_pxnk December 5 2004, 19:27:24 UTC

wow, nice long entry. I never really explain about my life and what i felt in my journals. Heh, they would be to depressing/ suprising. But anyhow.

Im real sorry my house sucked, maybe we just, we just arent the friends we used to be, or maybe you just dont like me as much anymore -shrug- i dont know.

and, well, you do have a lot of people that want to help you, maybe you just dont see it, or dont want to see it. I dont know, either way, you do have people, and your x-mas present is right in front of you.

< sam

long comment too ;) find_salvation December 5 2004, 19:37:33 UTC

you may be right. i don't see things. yet still i try to open my eyes i see no bf lol ( ... )

Re: long comment too ;) prxttyin_pxnk December 5 2004, 19:51:12 UTC

Wow, i never knew you really liked that much about me. See, maybe i need to open up a little more to. The reasons why i dont talk in my LJ and my GJ like everyone else does about their life, is i dont want to look like a complainer. I am someone that its really hard to talk about whats going on in my life and what im feeling with people. If you noticed, theres only been a few times, and they are very vuage when i told you, that i felt like shit. Trust me, theres way more. People think i am this happy person all the time, thats becuase now in school that is my reputation. This happy go lucky girl thats always so happy and talks to everyone. Sometimes i really wish that was really true. School i guess is fine, im happy, im good, i talk to people. But when i come home its a different story. Ya know, i am alone, at lot. And you know what, believe it or not, I am a lonley person. Thats why i care for you all so so much. I love all my friends more then anything in the whole world. I want to make sure they are okay and i want to make sure ( ... )

Re: long comment too ;) find_salvation December 5 2004, 20:05:31 UTC

it's okay. i don't say everything to everyone. ex. melissa (no offensive girl if you read this). around her i am happy crazy kristen. she would be frightend to know my depressed side ( ... )

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