there are days, and there are days

Oct 25, 2005 15:09

i should have a baby in my arms today.
yesterday was the due date and i got as drunk as possible last night to push it away.
im such a coward.
i cant handle anything.
thank God for nick.
that's all i can say.
thank God for nick.

♥ keep on your fucking mean side ♥

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lovekins October 25 2005, 20:59:35 UTC
There are days like this, yes.. but you made it through it.. and you can make it through many more.. Hang in there.. theres so much that could be said.. but.. youll find a path to keep happy yourself.. Its hard, but there are reasons to still smile.. many.. so try to keep a smile..

-jasmine

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findanothergirl October 25 2005, 21:00:29 UTC
thanks.
i have a wonderful person in my life who makes helps, and you will too, soon enough.

xo

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lovekins October 25 2005, 23:37:35 UTC
Youre too sweet. but.. my pain is piddly compared to many.. Mine's more of a sickness than a real peice of life. Some days are so gloomy. just.. yesterday.. couldnt even find a point to get back up off a bench i was sitting on. but being around people. you know life is well worth it.. Im very glad you have someone to keep you happy. also be happy that you are you though also.. whew. a lot words in that sentence lol.. youre an amazingly strong and beautiful woman.. life is only difficult for those worthy of life. Dont forget it

-jas

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shot through the heart and you're to blame isosceles October 26 2005, 00:43:04 UTC
You are not a coward. I thank you for the company last night though, we had a real good time! Hey hey! I hope Nick don't hates me now that he's seen how un-scenely un-cool I am. hahaha!

I want those pictures.

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findanothergirl October 27 2005, 01:33:02 UTC
he always thinks im superscene and i think hes a loser.
so we make a pretty good team!
haha
it's marks birthday tonight so we're going to stupid footloose...
i think?

love you

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tiny dancer: isosceles October 27 2005, 06:52:54 UTC
Being stupid with you rules my life, I wish you could have been around for andrea and I being ultra dumb. You would like her. Seriously.

I love you, please call my phone numbers more often...I will make certain that it is worth your time. Remember Halloween three years ago when you used to call me all the time? That was awesome, even though you went home and put on a moustache.

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Re: tiny dancer: findanothergirl October 27 2005, 18:52:29 UTC
but you KNOW that moustache got me some serious head...
but seriously.
im leaving soon.
i need more jen time.

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