It feels like I've been too long away but then again its been such a beautiful reprieve, being able to wake up and not wonder what topics i'm going to cover today, or sleep at 11pm fitfully trying to think of what I have yet to accomplish. I feel like I've missed so much, talking shit with my sibs and cousins, gossiping with mum AND aunty (which is ( Read more... )

Hello Panic Attack, it's taken you long enough to show up. Guess you just had to do this on the night before my juris paper eh? You always choose the worst times. 

Sometimes I wish I was a cool person, like someone who loved comics or who could play video games and get into the top 20%. I wish I had some kind of secret ability that nobody knew about, that you could tell your friends about a year after meeting them and have them say "omg I didn't know you could do that that's so cool". Or maybe just an area of ( Read more... )

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view
Whenever I'm holding you

The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world
As it warms over everything

Chills run down my spine
As our fingers entwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine

Unmistakably
I can still feel your heart beat fast
When you dance with me

We got older and I shouldn't known
That I ( Read more... )

We're moving on. A phase of life has come and is ending and we're all moving on. I know we'll say that things won't change but it feels like the more we assert it the more we know that isn't really going to be the truth. And the scariest part of it all is that we won't feel it change. It happens gradually, creeps up on you without you knowing and ( Read more... )

The library is a very lonely place after 11pm. But there is certain comfort, a common understanding amongst the few people scattered in different corners - the understanding that we're all in the same predicament, that if my handphone runs out of battery I will gladly lend you my charger, if there is a tray of redbull I will gladly distribute it to ( Read more... )

So. Tired ( Read more... )

London has taught me many interesting things. One, most importantly, is that there is a kind of rain that falls in such tiny droplets you don't feel it, but after being out in it for 15 minutes you find evidence of it all over your jacket, flecks of dampness in your hair etc etc. It's a kind of rain that falls when the sun is out and bright ( Read more... )

I think there are points in studying, when you push your brain to new extremes and it starts to function at this high speed level that you cannot control. Almost like a workout, once it has warmed up it reaches this climax of ACTIVITY. It's not a bad thing. Not when it's applied to work. It's a bad thing when it's applied to everywhere else, where ( Read more... )

I had a lot to complain about today - studying, expensive school fees, noisy kids in the 4th floor restaurant, never-ending readings, the lack of spoons in my takeaway ( Read more... )