If my anger had a voice ( Read more... )

A break from the baby made a huge difference. He left saturday afternoon and came back sunday afternoon. He didn't sleep much while he was away so he slept most of sunday, and slept all night. Today he has just been ridiculously happy. He kisses! He just started that this morning ( Read more... )

I am so glad that your world revolves around how you feel. I am still a mother, wife, and caretaker no matter how shitty I feel. You may be appreciative but you don't see all you have to appreciate ( Read more... )

THis doesnt count as a vavcation. Im not having fun.

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lasalle is mad at me cause i wont tell him what i know about mortimer and he just did some strange thing that froze everyone in place. Ethan is super pissed about it. He cant figure out anything about mortimer. And i dont think its related. I mean, i just know the color of his eyes after all.

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So the game starts anew or something.

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 I realized something earlier. . . to people looking in from the outside they see me one of two ways. Either I am the saint that has stuck through the hard times that almost no one has any idea about - or I am the selfish terrible one. How can two completely opposite viewpoints exist ( Read more... )

This song isn't word for word perfect, but there is certainly much to relate to within it.

Alanis Morissette - 20/20

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gS4537OLcIA

I would never have been in such a rush
I would never have tried to control
I would never have worn such 'fear lenses'
I ( Read more... )

i need energy... gotta shower and stuff. food would probably be a good start.

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I just wanted to feel clean and put on clean clothes and do my hair and make-up and look nice and make it through the day.

Fucking bi-polar hyper sensitivity.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.