I still hate everything but Lex is taking me out on a date and that will be a nice distraction.

I'm wearing a dress and I feel a bit awkward, especially since I sit with my legs at strangen angles.

Also, my shoes do not match said dress.

But I like to look nice for him so I will wear it anyway and keep my chin up.

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I feel better now.

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And when we did
we did because it felt good
and that was enough of a reason
for two kids with a bottle of
vodka between them and
nowhere to be in the morning.

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I've been falling in and out of the nastiest moods.

It must be the change in things.

The "out with the old, in with the new".

The spring cleaning.

It makes me vindictive.

There's a shuffle and a long silence and then all of a sudden my life has a NEW LOOK!.

Thank god for Alex.

In the face of all this reconstruction, 
in the face of a suddenly tentative ( Read more... )