He asked me [again for like the hundredth time] if I thought the relationship was going well and if everything was fine... Instead of my usual "uh huh," "sure," which would lead to further inquiry and my eventual settling on "everything's fine stop worrying," I decided to be a little more honest and say a little more of how I really felt. When I've done that in the past, he usually gets flustered but eventually creates a rationalization as to why I felt that way and finally conclude that there was really nothing to worry about. I kept pushing, however, debunking his rationalizations and finally coming to the conclusion that yes, I did actually want to break up with him. We talked on the phone and stuff, he was bawling and I was calm, and it seemed uncertain at first what I was actually doing, but we said goodbye and hung up. By the end of the night we both understood that I actually meant it and that it was over - he had IMed me via AIM asking if I was sure and I said "yes," not, "I think so," but "yes." He then IMed me again
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