in addition to all of the things said yesterday, i'm also a "self-centered snobby girl ( Read more... )

its so difficult to come home after being at school where i can make my own decisions. i come home, and i have to have everything approved. what am i...5 years old? seriously. am i not trustworthy ( Read more... )

devin just did the most meaningful thing for me that hes ever done before.

and i'll never forget it. because it means that much to me.

i love you devin.

*Tell me you’ve had trouble sleeping ( Read more... )

i havent written in a long time...so here it goes ( Read more... )

note: dont ever read evaluations of yourself

whats really grand is that i just called my parents in a really good mood and now i'm just really pissed off. apparently my mom didnt tell me my grandpa had cancer because she knew i was in a good mood and didnt want to bring me down. well um just to let everyone know, there really isnt ever a good time to tell someone your grandpa has cancer.

well lets just add to this week, shall we?

my grandpa has lung cancer. and my own parents didnt tell me.

i really dont even want to talk about it.

so whatever. thanks my family for telling me.

i really hate when people ditch me. i HATE it ( Read more... )

this is just about the worst day ever. i have got to be just about the worst girlfriend ever. i'm supposed to be really excited and happy for him. except i'm sitting here being all fucking crazy because i cant do anything. i'm pretty sure i've never felt this young. i feel like i'm about 5 years old. i really feel like a burden now. like ( Read more... )