i. am. lonely ( Read more... )

while eunice unpacked fresh clothes i sat on the bed smoking a cigarette and assessed our situation. we could wonder about the city on our own, call x again, or wait politely for him to call on us. but the thought of waiting in the room through the morning was distasteful. looking around i saw again what i had been to reluctant to perceive when ( Read more... )

i wish it would get warm ( Read more... )

...i feel like time is constantly running out.

i've been looking forward to this weekend for a long time. i'm so excited about tomorrow. i love this band and i love robert and alex... tj too. i can't wait to start writing new stuff and recording. i wish this was the only stuff i had to do ( Read more... )

little things really get me down. my amp is messed up or something. my morale is surprisingly low...

i feel really frustrated.

so i'm an idiot. i feel cheap, dirty, and dumb.

so things have been pretty nice lately... except for the fact that every night i go to bed, i kind of wish i didn't have to wake back up. i feel like i have a bowling ball sized hole in my chest/stomach area.

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brad broke our window


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Fall Canoe Trip 05

the beginning!

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