i cant wait to get back to lubbock. suprisingly i miss it. hopefully unavoidable rumors and a ridiculus ex wont interfere with me anymore ( Read more... )

When I wake up in the morning I take my pills. Usually I'm too lazy to walk to the bathroom to get a cup of water to go with it and just swallow them. This hasnt been a problem until today. I popped them around 7 today and I think the birth control one is still lodged in my throat. It hurts super bad and I've tried drinking hard, coughing it up, ( Read more... )

Back in Houston everything is the same. My room still smells like blown out matches and is still 10degrees colder than the rest of the house. Go figure. Im taking a govt class at CyFirr to get it out of the way. Its lame as fuck. How was Christmas you ask? Well... besides the unexpected snow I'd say pretty fine. We churched it up Friday evening ( Read more... )

yeah thats right who passed math and called adam?
ME BABY ME!

Oh boy am I ready to get outta Lubbock. I cant wait fot the drive home, I got all my cds made and ready. I'm pretty much all packed up just need to bring it down to my car. I saw Closer last nite. It was amazing!! Kind of like a porn but only with dialog. Genius!

ugh.. i cant sleep.. roseanne is on, its the same episodes from earlier tonite. television on sundays just isnt the same as any other day of the week. lets see what did i do today ( Read more... )

Forgive me for running off to find the one thing I have to do ( Read more... )

im done
take the blades off your razors and drag them along my wrists.
im going fucking crazy.
why does everything have to be so fucking messed up all the time?!

dead day = hang over day

but boy was last nite fun fun! i just got done ordering partytimepics.
i think last nite was a tad successful. thanks for talking with me guys... and i did get a phone number cuz im the #1 stunna... yeah thats right niggazzz.

last nite i had the weirdest dream. i got a tatoo. but not just any tatoo ( Read more... )