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[finestrascurita]

why, why, why does it have to be like this? what did i do? i thought i had finally repented enough- that just maybe I deserved a little happiness in my life. as going over my entire romantic history the other night reminded me of, happiness does not seem to be a focal point in that part of my life. i thought things could be different- different

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[ladynutmeg]

First off, it's not about repentence, and I know you and you deserve all the happiness in the world. The universe just needs to get its sorry ass in gear and catch up with the program. I am so very sorry if the whole romantic history thing brought up painfulness, and I cannot imagine how hard it must be seeing him, with the whole neighborly thing. You are not pathetic, at ALL, you're strong beyond reason. *HUGS*