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[finestrascurita]

Sometimes I feel so worn down by the world. The prospect of interacting with people and getting things accomplished is just a little too much. I ache all over, inside and out, and all I want to do is go lay in the sun until the stars come out. I met with my (other) advisor today, who (ever so helpfully) advised me to write 10-20 pages a week for my

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[ladynutmeg]

Your advisor sounds almost as helpful as beating your head against a brick wall. But that's just my personal opinion. And making a structure for yourself with something that is so enormous is really fucking hard. I think that there are traits of our personality, that we work on and work on and work on, and they come back in different ways and forms, and we have to fight them some more. it sucks and it's wretched, but you are so fucking strong, and like you were telling me, every time we gain new experience and perspective, and with that, we also gain new ways of taking care of ourselves. If you ever need to talk or decompress or anything at all, i'm there. as are a ton of other people who would move the world for you.