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[finestrascurita]

what is the point of any of this??? why am i so goddamn perfectionistic. i throw away my life so i can have a pretty bound stack of papers with my name on it. whoopdeefuckingdo. i want my year back, my life back. i want to care again, to be able to think clearly and not second guess everytime i use a comma. i want to be able to gauge my self worth

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[thoughtsmile]

I'm sorry. It really sucks to do something and spend so much time on it and then wonder if it was even something you wanted to do in the first place. On the bright side, it will look *very* good on your transcripts (and help your future career) that you were in the Honors program and completed an Honors Thesis to boot. I really admire your work ethic. And in the future if you decide that you want to spend time doing other things besides working so hard, then by all means go for it. You're entitled to a rest, too! I think you definitely proved yourself with this endeavor and proved what you are capable of. Virtual Hug!