i did it. i finally submitted my peace corps application after 2 months of filling that damned thing out. jesus christ let's all cross our fingers.
last night i had a weird dream where i was bidding against other people for a bottle of vanilla flavored coffee mate powdered creamer. i don't even know if i won. weird.
there is this guy sitting across from me and i'm observing the length of his face and the shape of its features he doesn't notice me looking at him. he's thick and not strikingly handsome but he has a charming air about him. i wonder what kind of person would fuck him. he'll never know it, but i would fuck him.
"our intention is to affirm this life, not to bring order out of chaos nor to suggest improvements in creation, but simply to wake up to the very life we're living, which is so excellent once on gets one's mind and one's desires out of its way and lets it act on its own accord."
so party/show at my place (12th & campbell, oakland) this saturday night, should be pretty PR i don't have many friends on this thing but for those of you who read this-your presence will be greatly enjoyed and appreciated.