i felt you

I heard a beautiful sound
Floating higher than the stars could be.
And I lie there, my eyes closed
I felt you come in, open window.
I felt you blow cool and soft across my face

don't wake me upI woke up before you and I watched you sleep ( Read more... )

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i'm wearinga leopard print sweater and a black and purple flannel over that. and socks. the dude in the liquor store has a few classes with me and he bought marlboro mediums. the dudes on the bus last night smelled like beer and shit and they were assholes. the guy from the czech republic was also creeping me out and asking me where i lived and if ( Read more... )

i moved out of that house, the one i was living in with 7 other people and 2 cats. finally. now i live in a house with two of my best friends mary and lisa. we each get our own rooms for $400/mo. sweet deal. been working a lot, that's about it. my knee hurts...

maybe if i work really hard now, like to the point of exhaustion,
god will give me a break when i'm older.

So I managed to make myself cold
Just like I wanted to be
So I managed to be buried in snow.
I thought that wearing white would make me good,
bring out my eyes, I thought virtue could be mine,
but we already know
That there's no buying of things we really need to live,
So we open our mouths and close our eyes.

i fell down the stairs yesterday and i'm bruised and sore and i forgot to take my vitamins and i didn't go to school and i left work early and i pissed off my roommate and i fantasized about being someone else and i imagined myself in love and i slept all day and i ate nothing and smoked a grip of pot and i felt jealous and i was cold ( Read more... )

what i do i'll do good ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like i want to kick everyone in the face ( Read more... )

i have so much homework to do. fuck. i can't wait till mary moves up again. i like living here but i hate living with cats and 8 people. it's always messy and it always smells like fucking cat piss. whatever, it's a roof over my head. i love privacy tho and i get none around here. i'm over this girly lesbo drama, i need a dick in me. oh dang mount ( Read more... )