It's been one year now, to the day that you left me. I have tried so hard to forget you, to move on with my life, I've done everything to become the man you wanted me to be when we were together. I've done it all, and still it will never be enough. You deserve so much more than this. I look through the old pictures of us every now and then, and I' ( Read more... )

I was walking through tier today and I ran into my prof from soci, he actually stopped me and talked to me about my essay I handed in, it was so weird, He ACTUALLY read it, and we chatted for a good half hour about it, and how my puter crashed and all of this other stuff, it was kindof weird he was going on about how he really liked my other work ( Read more... )

ARGH!!!!! I hate computers! 7000 words that for the first time ever made perfect sense and followed essay format, and fully covered the exploitation caused by residential schools... just gone 10 days of work, gone! the backups? also gone! only microsoft could fuck up this well, a crash taking down all of the saves, and both backups rendering my ( Read more... )

Selling my soul literally a dollar at a time, I can't believe it came down to this, I mean for fuck's sakes I'm in a cubicle, literally a fucking cubicle! how did I end up here? And the sick thing is they pay me exactly enough to do this, I swear to the exact cent of what I'm willing to put up with, god how I hate this, I feel like such a corporate ( Read more... )

The last and only sanctuary from this world, where I can pen my story to be listened to by the few who I can hope to understand the unbearable solitude that is life. Slipping and losing ground, but once more into the breach my firends. I would like to think I have made the world pay quite dearly for every piece of me that it has taken, but it can't ( Read more... )

What is with the cab drivers in this town? I say go straight, he says turn right? I say, no go straight, he says right, I say straight, he says down st annes, I say no go straight, saint marys! he says ok, and turns down st annes, then when I tell him to turn back onto st marys he tells me "Oh, we could have gone straight back there, you know?" ( Read more... )

And suddenly I was hit with a sense of my own mortality, it seems so odd that after so much depression and thoughts of suicide, that I realise my life is too short. And one day I won't be able to look up at the stars anymore, one day I won't be able to do anything I once loved, and suddenly I feel as if I am squandering what little time I have left ( Read more... )

I just got back from finding neverland, and I can say, without sounding too much like a bad halloywood critic, if you see only one movie this year, it should definately be this one. I haven't been this enthralled by a story in a very long time. In the same manner as a play can dazzle your imagination without resorting to hokey special effects and ( Read more... )

How long has it been since I wrote anything that mattered to me? Lately it seems almost as though I am neglecting you. I read from you and learn and yet I contribute nothing. My hopes, dreams and fears are no longer voiced upon your pages. My words no longer read in this medium. I listen to all of you with such rapt attention, for you are the most ( Read more... )

it takes only one person not believing to make communism fail, and only one person believing to make capitalism work.