I was tossing and turning for at least an hour.
Mostly about Snape. Spoilers.
I still have hope for Snape.
Yeah, I know, I'm crazy. But I have reasons to back me up:
-He saved Harry 1st year
-Second year when a student was taken into the chamber he gripped the back of his chair in shock and was worried
-3rd year he seemed after Sirius not only because of the feud but because of the crime(or at least it seemed so to me)
-He made Lupin his potion
-He showed Fudge the dark mark angrily at the end of book 4
-He tried to teach Harry occlumeny
-He never tried to kill Harry or Dumbledore before this.
-He wouldn't kill Harry
-He shouted "Don't call me a coward!"(It doesn't really mean anything)
Reasons for murder:
-It all comes down to the unbreakable vow.
-----He wanted and needed to Help Draco
-----He himself didn't want to die
-----Narcissia, why did she ever have to visit?!!!
Perhaps Snape never felt much aliegence to either side.
I had a strange dream that*spoiler*
the order moved to a new location, and Lupin was hanging up the lawndry to dry on cloths lines. Lupin hung up Snape's lawndry and was all depressed. Then Snape showed up for his clothes and Lupin gave them to him, but he hid some of Snape's pants behind his back. Snape noticed, and gave him another pair of his pants, and then Lupin gave Snape a cake, and the countinued to exchange cake, or bread, or whatever and everyone was happy and laughing! Amy, Becky, and I where there and laughing histerically!
Then I woke up and remembered Snape had killed Dumbledore and couldn't get back to sleep again.
Isn't that bizzare. 8[