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[finstergrrrl]

forgive me, those of you who know better: i suspect that this process is a bit like amputating a gangrenous limb. maybe it was no longer healthy to keep, but that doesn't stop you from missing what it used to be, everything it did for you, the unbidden joy of simply existing together and working in harmony. you learn to get along without it.

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[jinxremoving]

You're going to get a lot of good stuff out of this experience, I promise. And you're already getting good writing out of it ...

[finstergrrrl]

thank you! :D i'm glad it's good. this feels like the simplest and most honest thing i've written in a long time, which i guess is good. for once i'm only trying to describe how i feel. i guess that's a step up from whatever i was doing before. xoxo