Recently, I have been really satisfied with the way my life has been going. However, I can't help feeling that there is something missing
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yeah, you def. pulled a me there. but hey, no harm doing that. first, i hope you weren't talking about me when you were talking about all the touching, cause i cant remember smacking your ass in rehearsal. plus, you and i are joking, and dont want you to get annoyed at my joking around.
second, a lot of people want what you just said. ive been wanting it since sophmore year. but we gotta wait. thats what everyone said to me, and i didnt believe them, and went into some kinda depresssion insanity thing, where i relied on drugs for escape. you remember that. plus, i want to go back and use drugs again, just so i dont have ot think about it. but i wont, and i know you wont, and i'lll i can say to you is hold on, cause its just around the corner. and whether it takes you a day to get to the edge, or a year, you'll find someone on the other side. i promise. we all will. we just gotta have faith.
No, it is not you. This person is far far worse than anything you may ever have done, and will do. Believe me, I'll tell you once we're out of the scope of livejournal.
OMG I KNOW WHO THAT KID IS YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT!!! EWWWW he's like so beyond creepy....I get the same thing from him sometimes. Oh and props for reading my mind about the whole "I want to be in love for REAL" thing...I spend a large portion of last night and this morning thinking about that, and was about to post something almost EXACTLY the same lol. But yea...I defiantly know how you feel. I think however, I have a more difficult time with that than most. I can't always distinguish love from other emotions...and let myself get wrapped up in it. I give myself away too easily. For once I want to be truly in love, have the person feel exactly the same...and they don't go away. ~Robs
p.s. If any time you want to you know, like abandon that new idea about love and hookups...and like, have kinky monkey sex, you can call me. That would be ok.
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first, i hope you weren't talking about me when you were talking about all the touching, cause i cant remember smacking your ass in rehearsal. plus, you and i are joking, and dont want you to get annoyed at my joking around.
second, a lot of people want what you just said. ive been wanting it since sophmore year. but we gotta wait. thats what everyone said to me, and i didnt believe them, and went into some kinda depresssion insanity thing, where i relied on drugs for escape. you remember that. plus, i want to go back and use drugs again, just so i dont have ot think about it. but i wont, and i know you wont, and i'lll i can say to you is hold on, cause its just around the corner. and whether it takes you a day to get to the edge, or a year, you'll find someone on the other side. i promise. we all will. we just gotta have faith.
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~Robs
p.s. If any time you want to you know, like abandon that new idea about love and hookups...and like, have kinky monkey sex, you can call me. That would be ok.
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