i dont feel good right now..so last night being bored.. me and jesi went to some bar where our friend corey was working and he was the the only bartender left and the closer that night so naturally he hooked us up with some free drinks :) before last night i hadnt drank in awhile.. i wanna say 2 months.. maybe?? well i think its safe to say i ( Read more... )

so after much indecision about what i was going to do for new years i finally settled on the idea of venturing out to sacramento to see still life and five minute ride.. now i normally dont like to go to shows for many reasons that im sure you guys are aware of (see my last entry) to understand.. but i decided that this one might be fun.. i can ( Read more... )

so last night seemed to me to be just like any other night.. it was 230 in the morning and like usual i couldnt fall asleep so i find myself flipping channels around on the t.v. anything to hold my attention for longer than a minute.. waiting for sleepiness to set in.. when i just happen to see in big letters on my screen.. ALL ACCESS BACKSTAGE ( Read more... )

im very bored.. but very happy right now because im listening to the darkness.. i love them.. they make me wanna get up and dance!! for some reason im having an 80's kinda day.. ive been listening to all 80's music and even watched sixteen candles this morning.. great movie.. i wish i had someone as dreamy as jake ryan to sweep me off my feet.. ( Read more... )

haha.. so me and jesi ventured out to sacramento to do some last minute christmas shopping yesterday.. and after finally arriving 2 hours later(due to traffic).. we almost got killed by a grandma speeding through the parking lot in her crown victoria.. wieerd.. anyways we were walking by the food court when i say to jess in a most sarcastic voice " ( Read more... )

a big thanks to danny for re-piercing my nose.. a lesson well learned for me.. dont switch around nose piercings.. its quite impossible and hard to do!!

so yea.. last night i attempted to change my nose ring.. ive had it for over a year now.. and as soon as i took it out the fucking thing closed on me!! is that possible?? well apparently it is because i talked to my friend who also happens to do all my piercings for me.. and yes it is possible.. he said that nose piercings are sketchy and are ( Read more... )

jesi came back to me.. im so glad she's back home.. god i love that girl sooo much.. and even though the past couple of days were tough im already feeling better.. <3

i dont even know where to begin.. my heart is racing right now and my hands are shaking.. god how LAME am i to think that i was the only one he felt this way about.. how naive can one person get to think that he wouldnt see other people.. he's in a fucking band nicole.. what did you expect?? im angry and hurt right now.. but its all my fault.. im ( Read more... )

so can someone please tell me why my house has turned into like a freaking weight clinic lately?.. all my mom and my sister care about right now is how much they weigh and how to lose more weight.. my mom has gotten to the point where she only weighs 20 more pounds than me.. scary.. and last night was my sisters birthday so shawn took her to ( Read more... )