Today I feel like a gray chess piece on an unmarked chess board. And I don't even know how to play chess.

I have three questions burning on my mind right now:

Who exacly am I living my life for? Why am I holding myself back? Will I ever learn?

I don't know why it does, but this particular piece of "Promise" by Eve 6 is really resonating with me at the moment:

Why you gotta keep the fan on high when it's cold outside

Just want to let you know that I'm still a fan, get it?

Everybody wants charm and a smile and a promise

I promise not to try...........

I know. I'm weird.

Wow...one interesting weekend. A pretty good blend of good and bad, frustration and elation ( Read more... )

About how I feel right now:


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My theme song for today:

Five for Fighting: Superman

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

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Hmm...

The question of the moment is who needs to learn about God and how to be a proper Christian when you can learn how to prank call and harass a total stranger? It's nice that we have such fine youth leaders properly directing the young minds of the next generation.


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*bangs head against wall*

that's about it.

Well this is just grand. I come back to my room intent on getting to bed but when I go into the bathroom I step in water. I turn on the light and my entire bathroom is flooded :-(. I think the leak is originating from under the sink. Anyway I put in a request to the fix it people so I hope they get here first thing tomorrow morning and fix this ( Read more... )

Indeed so. A very merry Christmas to everyone who reads this. If I know you or not, may your holiday season be richly blessed with lots of love, smiles, good cheer, and warm hugs. God bless.


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I have come to the conclusion that I will never understand women. Never never never. I'm thinking I should devote my studies to something a bit, shall we say, more understandable. Yes, something like quantum mechanics or astrophysics.

In other news, some cool song lyrics:

Shall I shy down. that's boring. snoring

I'd like to teach me to sing in ( Read more... )