Sorta sad today

Sep 03, 2007 07:40

I went on Myspace today and realized that almost all the girls that I went to high school with are either mothers already or pregnant. One of them was married only a month or so after us, and she's due in February. Don't get me wrong, I'm not insane with jealousy or have the baby-bug so bad that I'm ready to start trying (well actually I do want ( Read more... )

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roxyfreefall September 3 2007, 13:23:35 UTC
OK see, it's really scary sometimes how alike we truely are however, the big difference is I have no intention on wearing that white dress anytime soon. That being said, I think Mark is right that when the time comes, things will fall into place and have a way of working themselves out. Right now just isn't the right time for either one of you and what's good is that you both know that. I know he has said that he wants to have kids before he is 30 but I also know that he is more reasonable and understanding than wishful and so he maybe on the same page as you.

And there is nothing wrong with talking about your puppy all the time. I talk about my baby girl all the time. :)

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fire_woman September 3 2007, 23:02:24 UTC
yeah...I hope he is as patient as that. I'm just a chicken really. I want little ones, but then I think "oh Jeeze...what if I screw them up...or what if they drive me crazy". Like you said, things will work out when the time comes. Thanks

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fire_woman September 3 2007, 23:03:46 UTC
I wonder why we think this way. Maybe it's because we want it so bad. I'm guessing we're both "what if" people. I need to not do that so much, and start focusing on the positive...not what "might" happen.

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fire_woman September 4 2007, 13:25:40 UTC
Ya know what's sad? Back when I was in school whenever I would take a test, I'd convice myself that I didn't do well. That way, it I did poorly, then I was prepared for it, but if I did well then I was that much more surprised. hahahahaha

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