kinda pissed off at the moment because i could have been spending all this time with chris that i just wasted waiting on larry to get home to ask for some much needed cash... now my mom is saying that he might have went out of town this morning. HOW COOL. hopefully i can see him later tonight, but even if i do, it wont be for that long because it ( Read more... )

right after i posted that, the phone rang.
it was chris... but, i think he just like... hung up on me, or something. ... i dont know.
hmmm.

i'm loving how no one called me tonight.

assholes.

meghan : i really hope that deaf child lives in this blind drive way

got to see chris again last night.
fun times.
cold times.
i really think that if it wasn't for that one thing, this could work out beautifully.
maybe he could make the choice to get rid of that thing. maybe not ( Read more... )

quiz/updater/thing ( Read more... )

saturday meghan and i went to six flags. so much fun. so much. my cheeks and chest got way too much sun. my chest more than my cheeks though... when you get in a place that is that public, you realize how many annoying people there are in this world. that, and how many people have staring problems. yes ( Read more... )

just got back from crias house. it was really good to see him again. its been like... a week... maybe. feels like longer ( Read more... )

i fucking missed the first orientation for school. goddamnit ( Read more... )

ilovethewayhetouchesme

i hate his stupid face and her crying eyes and the fucking evil shit splattered all over these stupid walls. i hate this place. nothing ever really changes. no one really loves and everyone will leave you ( Read more... )