well, someone stole my wallet with everything i need in it plus $90. yay! now i can't get my pay checks cashed until i come up with money and time to go to the DMV. yay ( Read more... )

what a way to bring in 2004. i will NEVER do what i did again. and i so mean that. i feel sorry for anyone who does do it. with a begining like that, this year can't be good ( Read more... )

it's fucking GREAT when all day you look forward to going to a movie with your friend and then it turns out that your friend decides shes going to change the plans to double date with some people and then invite YOU to go with THEM when you made the original plan to go to the movie with who you thought was your best friend. BULLSHIT. im just a back ( Read more... )

it closer to christmas. and more and more i feel i should be happy, excited, something. im just so lonely. i miss the affection. i miss it. it hurts so bad. id be okay if i just had someone to hold me. its all i want. when you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, you know youre going to have someone in the bed with you at night. you know you can get a hug ( Read more... )

roberts still crying a lot. begging me not to do this to him. saying he'll change everything and live only for me. and he'll never leave me alone. he'll die without me. all that stuff. it kills me to know that i've actually made a person hurt so much. it's insane. i got the flu saturday and he kept calling over and over and over... so while im ( Read more... )

at work today, he called me. crying, saying why are you doing this? why ( Read more... )

the phone is ringing and its him and my heart is pounding and breaking
he doesnt know why i havent answered his calls
he doesnt know theres a package on the way to his house with his stuff in it along with a letter that includes words that mean we cant see eachother anymore
i was with him every single day
for a year and a half ( Read more... )

i remembered my pw. yay for me ( Read more... )

[ Current Clothes] low-cut jeans, long-sleeve gray dickies shirt, brown boots ( Read more... )

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