I can't do this anymore.

I just can't.

wow. just.....wow. life is so ridiculous i can't even stand it.

I do not feel good today. At all. As in, threw up once after services last night and once this morning not feeling good. I didn't go to services today. Instead, I slept in till 2.15. That's pm, everyone. I went to bed at 12.30 ish, maybe 1. Holy crap. At least I have a semi-valid excuse for missing my classes. Services, however, I have no excuse ( Read more... )

....that life is good. No matter how stressed I am, life is still good.

...in the form of ( Read more... )

After a 1300 mile drive, I am finally in Oregon. It took Dustin and I three days to drive here from Denver, and we had some pretty interesting times. Woo-hoo....when people tell you how ugly and boring it is to drive through northern Colorado, Wyoming and Utah---believe them. It's pretty awful. Unless you like rolling brown hills and very little ( Read more... )

Where did my summer go? I'm excited for school and seeing everyone I've missed and all that jazz, but......we start school in just over 2 weeks. 16 days.

Is anyone else not quite ready?

I've been feeling like shit physically for the last month--I got sick in late July and never got better. I just figured it was because I was so stressed with everything that's been going on in my life. But after a month, I went to the doctor on monday. He took a BUNCH of blood and told me he'd call when he got the results. They took a complete ( Read more... )

I have access to ethernet for a whole week and I didn't even get on aim once. I love you all, that's all there is to it. Ran into some sigma girls this morning, which was pretty cool. Other than that, I'm not in a better mood yet. All I have to say is hoo-rah for traveling back to back, leaving one place at 7 am, waiting one day and then leaving ( Read more... )

I guess everything gets easier to bear after time. Even the hardest bits of life become a little easier. It won't erase the tragedy, but time will eventually cover most of the pain. Right?

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