*bashes head on desk*

[fireblazie]

I'm grumpy, cold, and still annoyed that I can't finish my Kiss. The only consolation so far is that I've been preoccupied with many wonderful TezukaFuji fics. And then AFTER I read them, I feel bad because I can't write anything like THEM. Which makes me want to bash my head on the desk - see title - and... gah

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[candy__chan]

*slips pillow onto desk to prevent brain-injury*

Hmmm...white chocolate mocha...that sounds really good right now =P

[fireblazie]

Candy-chan, I have *no* idea what happened [maybe it was the brain injury, or maybe it was the fluffy pillow you slipped on the desk] but my muse WOKE UP and I've been writing and writing [sorry for the delayed reply by the way] but I can't do a make-out scene because I've never really made out before [xDD] and I'm staring at it and it's kinda... eh. But, uhm, they did.. sort of... make out. *cough*

Well. You'll see. *continues to ramble incoherently*

[candy__chan]

O_O

*cheers your muse on* Go, go, goooooo!! And hey, I've never really made out with anyone either...but I still faked the scene! Sort of! And we won't talk about my crappy attempt at a lemon, either... You do what you've gotta do, write it how you want it.

And then I will pounce on you and glomp you full of love once it's posted and done =D Isn't El-Jay fun? You get to talk to ME!! ...where'd you go?

[fireblazie]

I'm so exhausted and drained now. I think my muse wants to stab me or something. xD

I have one scene left (I think. I'm never really sure with endings xP). *come on, keep typing, keep typiinn....*

[fireblazie]

♥♥♥

Thank you so much. ^^ I slept on it and tried to just forget about the whole thing for awhile (and then I woke up to the lovely sound of my dad's country music BLASTING AWAY downstairs...)

I haven't had a chance to reread my writing yet - truthfully I've been sort of avoiding it. *laughs* But yes, I'm hoping that when I finally *do* read it, I'll find at least... *something* that I liked and will just go ahead and post it anyway.

*is a perfectionist and hates herself for it*

But seriously - thank you for the note. Made me feel so much better.

[fireblazie]

My dad's obsessed with country music, which is ironic in a way, because it's the only genre of music that I just don't like. I mean, there are a *few* country singers I can stand, but overall, I just don't like it much.

I play the piano, so, of course, I love listening to Bach and Beethoven, though they're *hell* to play. *frowns at her music*

I avoid rereading my writing too. I guess it's just because I'm so insecure with this particular piece. I'm just not sure if it's *done* yet, you know? I still haven't brought myself to reread it yet. *laughs* I suppose I'll save it for tomorrow. Again. ^^

Writing's a hobby for me, too, although when I was younger I really wanted to grow up to be a writer. Though now it's more of a hobby, and I don't really consider it as one of my job options anymore, or anything like that. ^^

I need to stop stressing and just post the darn thing already. x.x