well, since i last wrote i have been doing MUCH better. thank GOD!! today i had off of work. so Nat and i are going to do laundry and she has some other stuff to do today. three more days until my birthday! we are going to be having a kick back here at our house. only friends are going to be here. its going to be...Ivan, Joey, Darey, Sammy, Larry, ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to do with myself. i have been feeling like SHIT since i started my fucking period and NO ONE including myself wants to be around me. i cant help but being a huge bitch. i try not to but everything gets on my last mother fucking nerves. today i came home from work and stayed in my room crying. what the fuck!!!? i HATE being ( Read more... )

well today i thought was going to suck all day but it turned out to be good. i was raging today so everything sucked. Larry was sick and he was busy all day. then George has been acting kinda weird so i couldnt really talk to him. i really wanted to get out of the house today. do something really fun. i was suppose to go to Los Banos with Natty ( Read more... )

i've been seeing this guy that i met. his name is Larry. i get all giddy when i think about him. hes so much fun to be around and hes SO fucking cute! i met him on Sunday i think. i was at the Pub with Natty and we went outside to smoke this roach we had. when we were out there he came outside to have a cigarette and intoduced himself. i knew he ( Read more... )

well a few dyas ago we had a meeting at work and my boss Tom said there was this paper about whoever wants to work on a cruise this summer. so i thought it sounded interesting. well i put in my application today and what its is...is a school on a cruise. since i'm alrerady a chef at the University i can do cooking. they pay for everything and the ( Read more... )

i'm so happy! today was such a good day. i went to work and everything was good. it was busy today wich is good so i wont be all bored. then i came home and took a shower. oh and i took a nap too. then George came over and we went to night class. then i came home and talked to George on the phone and smoked Art's buds. its so crazy cuz ARt has ( Read more... )

since i have been back at work everything is busy now. i got to work from 9-2 and then i have my night classes 3 times a week. today Danny Boy came by our work. i was working and he came by to say whats up. i told him to come by our house cuz we all got some buds. so he said he would come by when i get off at 2. we came back here and we smoked with ( Read more... )

so today i started work. i was SOOOOOOO fucking scared that i was going to get fired today. i went in and everything went really well. my boss asked why i didnt go to work yesterday and i told him that i thought no one worked that day since it was a holiday. it was coo, after that. so i still work there. George is going to try and get a job there. ( Read more... )

listen to this! so today was suppose to be my first day back at work. well since today is a holiday and no one works i thought i didnt either. hello... the freaking mail man doesnt even work! so anyway, i slept in and my mom called to say that she was droping off Nick today with me. so i was sleeping when the phone rang and it was my work.they said ( Read more... )

i never did go to that gay Valentine party. i'm SSO fucking stoned. Nat called me today from San Deigo saying that she got us matching Rasta neclaces. it was all late when she called. it was like at 12:00 midnight. they are going to be coming back tomarrow. Nick will be coming back too. its all quite here without them. ok so i need to go cuz i'm ( Read more... )